I have been dreaming to be a successful person, I did a lot. I exerted too much effort and time materializing my dream but it didn’t go as a plan.
I made so much mistakes. I failed even to most basic thing that I should have fixed first. That is, to manage simple things in my life first. I failed to manage my own documents, my bank accounts, my clothing, my physical appearance, my budgeting, and even the way I handle my relationship.
I failed to become successful first in handling those basic things. I feel bad for I missed the chance on making things normal. I feel bad for my partner, for she has been sacrificing a lot. I feel bad for my friends and family, I was not able to share good experiences with them.
There were many bad things now, but I am still thankful that God reminded me of these things. I am praying that it’s not yet too late. I am hoping that there is still a chance that I can manage all of these as possible as I can. God help me. I trust in you.
If you share the same experience as I have been dealing with now, don’t lose hope. We can do this. We can still make it.